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Tags: friends only kind of
feeling: happy
hearing: oh my love - john lennon

My heart is absolutely broken because Michael Jackson is no longer with us. I really don't think I have the head space to even discuss it yet because I am unable to imagine it. There is a very small group of people who I refer to as my idols/heroes. Michael is in this group. My story is not original - like millions, I grew up mesmerized by him. The only thing I can even think to find solace in is the fact that he will never really be gone. People keep saying "I can't believe Michael's gone." You're having a hard time believing it because Michael Jackson is not gone. He will never be gone. His spirit will live on forever through his music. I think of it this way: John Lennon died 10 years before my birth - The Beatles broke up 20 years before my birth... and yet they are a part of my life every day. Hanson said it best... the music lives. It can not be destroyed, it can not die. Michael's memory is forever preserved in hundreds of songs, performances, music videos, films and more. I am happy because I know he is in Heaven, probably teaching Elvis and various family members of mine how to do the Moonwalk. I know he is at peace now and I am praying for him and his family. I don't know what else to say except I love you Michael Jackson, thank you for inspiring me since I was a child and teaching me how to dance. I spent more hours in front of the television rewinding your videos over and over than I did in actual dance class. I love you. ♥


Oh Michael, you have no idea.

♥

Tags: michael jackson
feeling: crushed
hearing: king of pop

Hi. OMG. Well I'm on my way back to TFF... the Tribeca Film Festival. I've been working screenings for those who don't know! When I'm not working I'm seeing amazing film after amazing film, meeting like every celebrity ever, and PARTYING. I have never seen so many parties in one small area and I'm from JERSEY. And I went to Kim Kardashian's party at club Mansion (which is now M2 Ultra Lounge for some fucked up reason)!! Believe it or not was my first time at a real NYC fancy exclusive club deal. IT WAS EPIC. I LOVE IT.

I really could write a fucking book and it's only day 4. We run until May 3. I love being able to say WE... I'm a PART of the festival, you know? It's incredible. There's never a dull moment and I'm meeting TONS of amazing people and I'm not talking about the celebs. There's so many different types of talents here. It's incredible. I'm so in love with this whole experience and I've never been more inspired to change my life and get going on my dreams. I don't know what I'm doing right now. The way I'm living is not right. I am meant for so much more and like it's so ridiculous. Right now it's like... I'm invited to the party, but not the VIP lounge. That was a stupid metaphor, and VIP lounges aren't so hard to get/sneak into anyway LOL, but seriously.... it's the time.

For those who don't know, Robert DeNiro started the TFF in Spring 2002 after 9/11 and has brought HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS of dollars and countless jobs back to the area. Not to mention the fun and happiness it provides. It's INCREDIBLE. I've never been a part of it before and I have to tell you, of all the respect I had for the man before... now I just worship him. I know he's not the only person who puts this together, tons and tons of awesome filmmakers, workers, and volunteers work so hard and it's just AMAZING. I'm floored.

feeling: happy

( under the cut because of the extreme sexiness and fabulousness that may injure some people who are unprepared )

Tags: memes, pictures
feeling: bouncy
hearing: classic cars ~ bright eyes

OK SO!! Here is my post about my date with Alec. I want to start by saying what the event actually was. It was a screening of Lymelife, with Janet Maslin (former NY Times Critic) interviewing Derick Martini (director/writer/producer) and Alec Baldwin (actor/sex and awesomeness) after the film. I've been waiting for this movie to come out for a long time because I follow Alec's work pretty closely. He wasn't the only reason I wanted to see it, either, I thought it looked really good in general and it was AMAZING.

Even if you don't care about any other thing in this post, if you like movies AT ALL, please read the review I wrote of the film!! I want everyone to see it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



( LYMELIFE REVIEW AND PICS FROM THE FILM )


( Alec B pics and videos and tons of stuff he talked about and said!!!!!!!!!!! )

If I remember anything else I will absolutely post about it, but right now I am sooo tired! I hope everyone had a great Easter, and in closing: I LOVE ALEC BALDWIN. FOREVER. HE IS AMAZING. END.

Tags: alec b
feeling: amused
hearing: as the world falls down~bowie